Hot on the heels of my appearance at the 2026 AVN Awards Nominee party, which I will never forget (thank you, Tony Rios and team – that was amazing), some fan interactions on the night gave me an idea…
Amber on the red carpet at the 2026 AVN Nominee Announcement Party: November 20th, 2025
Maybe it’s time to take inventory of all the promotional material and other trinkets I’ve collected over the years, and release them into the wild. Yes, it is time.
Therefore, just in time for the holidays, I’m doing something special for the die-hard Amber Lynn collectors, and the fans who have been asking for a truly personal gift option.
This year I’ve put together an exclusive Holiday Gift Package built around rare, hand-picked memorabilia from my private collection – and a little something extra straight from me to you. Something extra? What’s that mean?
No two boxes will include the exact same items. And every package will feature a special bonus: you might receive an extra signed 8×10, an additional movie slick, or another unique item I select personally for you.
Attention Canadian Fans!
Please include an additional $5.00 USD for shipments to Canada.
Canadian shipments will arrive in a discreet packing envelope.
What’s Inside Amber’s Box?
Straight out of storage – This is actual Amber Memorabilia included in the packages…
For a small number of fans, that “something extra” could even be the offer of a personal phone call, a custom birthday-style video greeting, or a rare Amber Lynn collectible that isn’t available anywhere else. Just call me Secret Sexy Santa!
But every package will include a variety of items (2-3) chosen from a mix of photos, classic lobby cards, and a few special pieces that were produced in very limited quantities over the years. These are not mass-market reprints; they’re genuine collector-grade keepsakes that serious fans and memorabilia hunters have been chasing for a long time.
And – of course – I will be autographing them for you!
How to Order Your Amber Lynn Holiday Gift Box
Each package is priced at $50, which covers your curated memorabilia and careful packing. And you will receive your items in about a week.
To reserve yours, send your pre-payment via my business PayPal account at:
iamamberlynnxxx@gmail.com
…and be sure to include your full name, current mailing address, and any special notes (for example, if it’s a gift for someone else).
Attention Canadian Fans!
Please include an additional $5.00 USD for shipments to Canada.
Canadian shipments will arrive in a discreet packing envelope.
Quantities are obviously limited because the memorabilia pool is small and many of these pieces will never be offered again. So – if you’ve ever wanted a one-of-a-kind Amber Lynn keepsake – or the perfect present for a lover or fellow fan – now is the time!
I look forward to sharing these keepsakes. Happy holidays, and thank you all for being part of my wild, wonderful journey.
How do you best memorialize a legend? I’ve been struggling with that question for days now. The adult entertainment world said goodbye to one of its most captivating stars this month. Jeanna Fine, born on September 29, 1964, in New York City, passed away on November 8, 2025, at the age of 61. To say she will be sorely missed by friends, family and former colleagues – is the understatement of the decade.
After a dozen phone calls incoming and outgoing, we slowly became certain that our own Jeanna, that wild-hearted vixen who lit up screens and souls alike, had slipped away from us.
“It is with heavy hearts that our family announces the passing of our beloved Angelique “angel” Michelle Payson Bernstein on November 7, 2025, due to heart failure…. Though her life took many turns, she faced each chapter with boldness and heart. In the early years, Angel moved to California, where she found success and fame in the adult film industry in the late 1980’s and early 1990’2, something she never shied away from and that she still claimed many fans from many decades later.”
Jeanna would talk about growing up now and then – stories thick with detail, the kind that put you on those streets with her. Flushing, Queens to be exact. New York shaped her, obviously. She chased things with this iron-headed refusal to back down. The setbacks she’d muscled past, the goals she’d hunted until they were hers – she’d lay it all out, and suddenly your own hang-ups felt smaller, more manageable.
A Friendship Spanning Decades
I was a mix of shattered, heartbroken, and devastated when I got the news two weeks ago. It’s taken me that long to pull together to pay tribute here on my site. She was not only my longtime co-star but more, importantly, a friend.
First Victoria, then Sally, and now Jeanna. What the fuck, life? Do I cry Uncle? Universe: please stop!
Jeanna and I shared a professional respect that grew into a lasting friendship, even as our lives pulled us in different directions. The years would fade away the moment we reconnected, whether at industry events or just catching up over the phone.
A Golden Era Legend
Jeanna wasn’t just another performer – she was a force of nature who left an indelible mark on the “golden age of porn.” She was an adult star’s adult star, as they say. What set Jeanna apart wasn’t just her slender figure or the signature short haircuts later in her career – though there was something enticingly scorching about her look that drew people in. It was the raw, unfiltered intensity she brought to every performance. Critics and fans alike noted how she could channel sexuality in a way that felt almost animalistic, genuine, and overwhelming.
Her performances weren’t just acted – they were felt, often reducing her to tears as she approached climax, a vulnerability that made her scenes remarkable. And that voice! Oh, that deep, sexy voice. It would have entire sets watching from off camera.
Our Early Days on Set
I worked with Jeanna on several major films starting in the late 1980s. Our first collaboration was in Hypatia Lee’s Wild Wild West, where I believe I was part of her very first girl-girl scene. She was incredibly nervous that day, calling me “Ms. Lynn” at first, which tapped into her submissive side. I went with that energy and spanked her during the scene, which sent her into a frenzy. The result was a standout moment – she often shared the story throughout her career that I “broke her G/G cherry,” and it set the tone for our mutual respect as colleagues and friends.
What an actress she was. One of the best in the entire history of the industry. Jeanna was an exceptional performer, completely immersing herself in her roles. She embodied her characters with a raw intensity that felt genuine, drawing from deep emotion that left lasting impressions.
Later Collaborations and Shared Moments
We had more great cinematic adventures together. In 1995, marking my comeback, she played my lesbian wife as part of Vivid’s iconic series in Where the Boys Aren’t 6, a project that brought us back into the spotlight with strong chemistry and co-stars like Janine, Julia Ann and Sarah Jane Hamilton.
We also teamed up in No Man’s Land: Legends for a three-way all-girl scene with former Playboy Playmate Teri Weigel, which generated real heat and connected with fans on a deep level.
One of the heavier moments we shared was when she called me after Savannah’s suicide. Jeanna blamed herself, and I often wonder what might have changed if she hadn’t reached out that day – her grief was tremendous and I will never forget that conversation. She had immense vulnerability off-screen, beyond the confident performer everyone saw.
Her Talent and Legacy
What made Jeanna stand out wasn’t just her many eras and looks. She was a tempest, who brought unfiltered passion to every performance. Critics and fans noted how she channeled sexuality in an animalistic, overwhelming way. Between 1986 and 2002 she appeared in nearly 500 titles, earning her a spot in the AVN Hall of Fame and multiple Best Actress awards.
Beyond the camera, Jeanna showed her intelligence through her sex advice column in Hustler magazine, offering insights into the emotional side of desire that resonated. She was unapologetically authentic in an industry that sometimes lacked it, inspiring performers (like me) to embrace our craft.
The tributes pouring in reflect how much she meant to us all. I’ll remember her fondly and miss her deeply – the industry has truly lost a legend.
Rest in peace, Jeanna. Your impact endures in the work we created, and the many lives you touched.
Before we get started – I never officially retired.
Let’s cut to the chase. Friends, fans and Amber Lynn enthusiasts: outside of my regular cam shows, shooting tons of custom videos for OnlyFans…
I’ll admit, it’s been a moment since I filmed a professional adult scene with a costar. I’ve taken time off before, but this last break (during which I focused on my radio show, mainstream appearances and raising Godfrey the mini-schnauzer) has left me missing the action.
And that’s no surprise, as he events of the past 12 months have me thinking about (for example) my favorite male and female castmates a lot. And that’s part of the reason this post is about to get a lot more interesting.
Back In The Swing of Things
After a crazy year reconnecting with everyone – at events like the Exxxotica Expo, the Hollywood Show Fan Expo, EXXXotica Chicago, the XRCO awards, other convention touring, movie premieres… I have felt the love.
I realize have missed the industry. And am now ready to pose the question… am I also about to make a comeback?
You, the fans, have been asking. I’ve been listening and having deep conversations with former professional colleagues – some of whom you know very well – about future collaborations. All over the country.
Amber Lynn Comeback– Should I?
I’m past the point of needing a nudge at this point, but what do you think?
The Moment It Hit Me
Suddenly, when walking into EXXXotica Chicago 2025 – it felt like coming home.
The energy at Booth #924? Electric. Fans sharing stories about how my work affected their love lives? Humbling. One couple even brought a VHS copy of Hot Tails for me to sign. My mind started racing, and hasn’t stopped since.
Amber Lynn and August Kiss at the “Finding Nicole” premiere.
It’s Keeping Me Up at Night
In the past year, I’ve once again gotten to spend time with Tyffany Million. I’ve seen and had a sassy conversation with Sean Michaels. I’ve meandered around with Mickey Lynn and Maria May. And that’s the tip of the iceberg, as I have been getting back into the whole scene, all year.
There are old friends I have shared stages, sets, and more than a few laughs with over our storied careers. Sean and I have performed together and even sat down for an interview to recount our past adventures. And Tiffany? She’s been my girl for many moons. And this year I’ve also met younger performers with a mutual interest in new opportunities.
Tyffany Million, Jeanna Fine and Amber Lynn making an L.A. rooftop SEXY.
Am I on the verge of making new magic with former professional flames? Or starting my next era of naughtiness across the board? Maybe… both? While I felt rushed off my feet the last 12 months – a girl’s gotta eat. And this whirlwind of a year has been worth it to get to this realization: Amber Lynn is coming back.
OK. It’s official – I’m game. But when I do, it won’t be some half-assed “Hey, remember the ’80s?” parody. It will be the right project, with the right co-stars, the right studio and the right director – at the right time. Talk to my agent … while I take another cold shower.
For now, let’s just say I’m keeping my options open. But there are already things in play. The right script, the right team, the right moment—and you’ll be the first to know.
The Golden Age of Adult entertainment isn’t over… it’s just getting a fresh coat of glitter.
In 1986 I got a call from my agent that I had received an offer to appear in my first mainstream movie being directed by one of Hollywood’s most famous directors, John Frankenheimer.
It was to be the screen adaptation of Elmore Leonard’s acclaimed novel “52 Pick Up” and set to have the same name attached to the film. The film was to star just a few of Hollywood’s top actors of the 80’s; Roy Scheider, Ann-Margret, John Glover, Kelly Preston – (Travolta), & Vanity, who was dating Prince at the time.
This was, by far, the most extraordinary opportunity I had received outside of the adult film industry. To say I was excited is an understatement. I was flying high. Absolutely thrilled and ecstatic to be apart of something so cool, edgy, and popular with such an all-star level cast in the ranks. And myself among them. A true dream come true.
Yet despite this all I was still terribly nervous. I was exploding onto the scene of adult film like an atom bomb. Making my mark. And raising my game. I had a done a few mainstream films prior to this one, “Evils of The Night” with John Carradine and Julie Newmar two years earlier, but nothing at this level. And though I had acquired some serious credits as a mainstream model up until that point and had already been immersed in this world my head was still spinning.
Though I was only on set for a few days I had the pleasure of getting to know John Frankenheimer. A fantastic human and effervescent artist of the highest caliber. John did something for me on this film which had been unheard of for adult film stars prior. He Taft-Hartley’d me.
The act of providing a non-union actor the opportunity to be apart of the Screen Actors Guild by a producer is common place in the mainstream industry when the talent is desired for a certain project. But in the 80’s it was almost unheard of for an adult film actor or actress to acquire this type of privilege. This was huge for me and John was such a power of amazing to work with who had expressed to me that he was a big fan of my work which is why I was there to begin with.
Along with the distinct honor of working with John my scene work on the days I was on set were quite specifically a party scene where I was playing myself in the home of the character of Barbara Mitchell played by Ann-Margaret, who I had the joy of being introduced to. One of the most severely elegant and powerful actresses of all time in her own right as well as being the one of most illustrious sex-symbols of the 1960’s.
I also got to meet John Glover, a chameleon of magnanimous acting proportions while being equally and thoroughly a generous gentleman to me and so many others, and to add to this point of beauty I also became best friends with the phenom known as Vanity, the Canadian model and lead singer of an all girl band known as Vanity 6, that day which lasted many years after until her untimely passing in 2016.
In the scene that I have spoken of I will say this. It was a party. A wild one. And I was one of the wild and free party goers. And being that type of wild and uninhibited type of party goers that John was looking for in this particular scene I did something extraordinary for the times. And when I say times I mean the 80’s.
I flashed my boobs.
In 1986 to flash one’s boobs on screen was unheard of. Something that is considered absolutely nothing to the “general audiences” of to date. But back then this was beyond the curve of what they expected or accepted in the world of mainstream cinema that was to be seen in all the drive-in’s. It was bold. It was flare. To some, it may have seemed to be what you’d call extraneous or gauche.
But taking that moment and doing what I did was extreme. It would become the moment where it was considered the flash that was seen and talked about around the world. And it made Amber Lynn instantly famous in a world I was not quite familiar with. I didn’t realize this because I was doing this daily in adult films. It was nothing to me. But it was everything to everyone else and their own.
I was an adult film star. Not a mainstream movie star. This moment brought me a tremendous amount of exposure that I wasn’t quite prepared for. But I embraced it with all my being. I’ve talked of moments. Moments in my life. Concise and poignant moments of clarity for me that encapsulate the energy I have felt over the years and energy I now still feel as I continue to write my autobiography. And my current flow energy as the moments from my past come into crystal clear acuity once again is 100% positive and fluid.
The time I spent on the set of “52 Pick Up” was brilliant. An extremely thrilling experience that I’ll never forget. And a time where I look back on as a pivotal moment in my career as a performer that elevated me rather than devalue me.
Back in 2018 I had the pleasure of interviewing Jack Russell and having him on my radio show. He was a funny and friendly guy who was gracious enough to give his time to what ended up being a standout episode. Sadly, he recently left us.
Jack Russell – Courtesy of https://themusicuniverse.com/
Jack was (obviously) the lead singer of the 1980s metal band, Great White. He passed away recently at the young age of 63 after battling Lewy body dementia and multiple system atrophy, conditions that affect coordination, balance, and speech. His death was confirmed by a statement on his official Instagram account, which highlighted his humor, zest for life, and significant contribution to rock and roll.
If you were a fan or friend of Jack’s, I’m sure he’d love it if more people learned about, shared, and got involved with the Rock Against MS Foundation.
Jack’s health issues led him to announce his retirement from touring in July 2024, just a month before his passing. His legacy in rock music is celebrated by fans and fellow musicians, who remember him for his remarkable voice and enduring impact on the genre.
Personally, I thank him for making time to join me on my show when it was just getting off the ground, and I value all the time I got to spend with him. If you have a personal memory of Great White or Jack, please leave it in the comments.
I was absolutely heartbroken to learn of the passing of a dear friend this week. My sincerest condolences go out to all of Seth’s family, band members, friends and fans.
He has a special place in my heart because I got sober with Seth. It’s hard to believe that was 24 years ago. The first time I met him we were in recovery meetings together, and our friendship grew from there.
He was just another struggling kid at the time – Crazy Town and Shifty Shellshock weren’t things yet – and he was just part of an amazing group of people who helped me get back from the brink. All just regular folks (except for maybe an adult star), struggling desperately to stay clean and sober, one day at a time.
Then this happened:
Seth’s career highlight occurred not too long after we first met, but when I heard the song and saw the video – I didn’t recognize him at first. Not because he looked different, but because he was a modest man who never talked about his music. He was focused on his recovery.
Once the Crazy Town cat was out of the bag though, I remember being like: “Dude! Good Work! Be Proud!” He replied, “Yeah? You like it then?” That was Seth. And that is how I will remember him. Not as the shirtless rock star, but as the humble kid who helped me get my life back on track.
When I launched my podcast he came to the studio and sat for an amazing interview like no time had passed. I remember people warning me he probably wouldn’t show up, I guess he wasn’t known in the industry for his reliability, but something gave me faith. Then he appeared and shined. Gave me a big hug and said, “Let’s do this!“. I so appreciate him for helping Rock N’ Sexxxy Uncensored get started, will miss his unique aura, and this one hurts badly.
Seth Binzer was an amazing human being, a valued friend, but a deeply troubled soul. If you loved his music, saw him on Dr. Drew, or encountered him on the street – you may have sensed the same thing. That now brings the number of Celebrity Rehab participants who have since died to 12. I so wish that Seth had stayed off that unfortunate list.
I will miss my little “sober brother”, my sympathy goes out to everyone else in his world, and I am honored to have known him. Godspeed, Seth. You will be missed, and I love you.
Right before the holidays, I was lucky enough to appear on Patrick Palmer’s seminal JizzTalking.com podcast for his final show of 2023 – and what an evening it was!
In addition to his army of terrific fans (loved meeting some of them and definitely enjoyed their questions and memories), some of my old adult colleagues and dear friends showed up to participate in what became a memorable and welcome wave of nostalgia I’ll remember for many years to come.
From the episode description: “What a way to round out 2023 with a visit from the iconic Amber Lynn on our 12/17/2023 show, our season finale! Amber has been around for what seems like forever and she did not disappoint. A big crowd on hand to chat up Amber, including a few “notable” guests — Sharon Mitchell, Jon Martin, Richard Pacheco, Micky Lynn, Lorenzo and Eric Edwards. We even got to meet her dog, Little G as well. This show went well over our one hour time, but worth every minute. Again a huge thank you to Amber for making time to make our season finale the best!”
I especially enjoyed talking about my brother, Buck Adams, with Micky Lynn – and was so happy that my beloved friend, Sharon Mitchell, took time out to join us too. Not to mention getting to speak with Richard, Eric, Jon and others after so many years. I did not expect to see all the blasts from my past who dialed into the Zoom, and it meant the world to me.
Obviously, as I was the main guest, I’m going to want to tell you what a great watch this is. But, seriously – any and all fans of the golden age of adult cinema will thoroughly enjoy this wonderful group conversation – there’s a reason Patrick was nice enough to let it go way over the scheduled time.
Please enjoy it, let me know what you think in the comments, and thanks again to Mitch, Micky, the boys and Patrick for participating in what may have been my favorite 90 minutes of 2023!
When I attended the memorial service for Herschel yesterday, I had no idea who I might run into. I had a feeling there’d be old friends and colleagues reuniting after many years. The passing of such a well-liked person is guaranteed to bring people together. And that’s exactly what happened.
I went with Joanne Cachapero – the talented author who served for 16 years as Director of the Free Speech Coalition, and we met up with Mara Epstein. Two of the smartest women I’ve ever met. And it was great to catch up.
If that weren’t already icing on the cake, I then got to spend a little time with two absolute adult male performer legends. None other than T.T. Boy and Peter North! I think we’ve all held up pretty well. Love you guys!
I also ran into Lisa Michelle, Veronica Hart, Luke Wylder, Alexandra Silk and a few friends who worked behind the cameras. Most importantly, though, I got to have a moment after the service with Harvey’s family to share condolences.
As is often the case, when old friends come together to mark the loss of someone mutually near and dear to them all, a silver lining appears. It was great to see everyone in spite of the sad occasion. Herschel – we miss you already!
As morning broke today, a peculiar sensation washed over me. Something felt oddly amiss – an unsettling shift in the air that I couldn’t quite put my finger on. The world outside seemed to continue in its rhythm, yet a disconcerting feeling lingered.
Then it suddenly dawned on me. The 28th of October isn’t just another day on the calendar but a sad milestone marking yet another year since the untimely passing of my beloved big brother, Buck Adams.
A staggering 15 years have slipped by since that fateful day. Yet I still find myself grappling with disbelief every single October. Buck, with his boisterous laughter and infectious vitality, seemed invincible to his close friends and family. He was the one whom I imagined would outlive us all.
The Legacy of Buck Adams
Buck was the guy who believed he could put rocket ships on the moon (that he would build in his garage), and turn a low-budget adult movie into an epic action film. He was not just my big brother – he was everyone in the industry’s big brother, and many people loved Buck as much as I do. He was just one heck of a nice guy.
Beyond his on-screen persona, Buck was celebrated for his commitment to advocating for performers’ rights. He was known for his sense of humor, generosity and solidarity, often standing up for those who struggled to make their voices heard in the industry. His untimely death in 2008 left a void in the industry, but his legacy continues to inspire and shape the world of adult film.
Each day is marked by his absence. Every shared joke he would have loved, every family gathering that feels incomplete without him, serves as a poignant reminder of the void he left behind. I miss you every day, big brother. You may have departed from our lives, but your spirit remains interwoven in our memories. Until we meet again, dear Buck, rest well.
It’s a challenging industry, even back in the golden age of adult cinema, but sharing scenes with Herschel Savage was a better experience than anyone would imagine possible in the world of adult cinema.
The History of “Trashy Lady”
“Harvey” was always the consummate professional. Showing up with his lines learned, often already in character and ready to rehearse lines to perfection with his costars. His process taught me in my earliest days the importance of always taking (even the smallest) roles seriously.
He was always so filled with humor, which made every movie set a better place to be working. Breaking the ice and making me feel like I was performing with a best friend. Even when years would elapse between seeing each other, when I’d run into him at events the time in-between our scenes together would immediately melt away.
When Herschel auditioned for the part in Trashy Lady, Jamie Gillis wanted the part too. Because it was a role opposite Harry Reems, costarring me, and at the time Jamie and I were engaged to be married and living together! Nevertheless Jamie loved Herschel so much that he was more than happy to not be chosen for the part.
The Making of a Classic Adult Film
“Trashy Lady” was a classy period piece with a decent budget behind it. The costumes were inspired and Steve Scott was a real-deal director who required no less than everything his actors had to give to their roles. The end result was beautiful, and remains a movie everyone involved with are all proud of to this day.
As just reminded by IMDB, the movie was shot in two days, every exterior scene was shot guerilla-style without proper permits, and Harry’s character name of “Dutch Siegel” was obviously a clever combination of Dutch Shultz and Bugsy himself.
Steve pushed me especially hard in my role of Rita. He wanted her to be trashier and more hard-boiled than I initially wanted to portray her. I was concerned about it being too over the top and way over-acted, but push me he did. That set was where I learned that we are there to become more than our own interpretations of a script, and must trust our director to take us to new heights we may not realize on our own.
I am grateful to have gotten this role, and am proud of the work we all did. Herschel, you will be missed.
